Quite an active man

Hey guys,

it's soon to be 1am here and I was already tired 2 hours ago! I will go to sleep... since I was so active today!

I did tons of housework, I drove my little bro to school, bought groceries, got him back home, learned japanese, played the clarinet, worked out, watched a movie and did my daily studies from the bible (though i shortened that one... yes, i am ashamed!)

And now I am going to bed... I have to wake up in 5 hours and I actually plan to run to work tomorrow...

So, see ya :)

The change

Hei guys,

do you know that feeling when you don't think you can go on with your life the way it is? When you want more. Like a lot more.

I had that feeling quite a while ago, but started making it a reality yesterday.
I stopped playing video games for quite a time.
Yes me! I stopped playing video games. But until yesterday i filled in the time with youtube. Which feels a lot more like a waste of time.

So right now, I am blogging, learning Japanese, French, Anatomy and doing a recap on Electronics.
Also, I am practicing for my clarinet finals which will be at the beginning of May (still not sure on the exact date).

And I am searching for a good business idea. Who does not?
And what did i do the rest of the day?
Well I worked 11 hours, went home and i started doing my stuff. I usually end the day by reading from the bible.
But right now I am stuck on business idea! While watching TV, so I don't think I will find anything else anytime soon.

So See ya tomorrow :D

Tomorrow I am free... well, kinda. My mum planned my day >.>

Long time no see

Hey there,

You know, from time to time I get comfortable... I like blogging... I liked it is what I mean. But when it became a responsibility, I stopped.

But I am older now (20). I am doing social work at a home for old people. No, I am not a criminal but I'd rather do something good to society than go for military duty!

And I am still a Chriatian... More than ever. I was almost loosing my way, but I am back on track.

Right now, I am writing this from my phone. I will write some more tomorrow. ;)

See ya

New day, new mates

Soo,
basically I had new co-workers today.
And I did the usual stuff again there, which was okay once again.

Even though it was 10hours of works (+1 for brake, making a total of 11 hours) I am still fine.
And even more, I gotta work tomorrow and then I am off until Tuesday (cool right).

Anyways, everything else was uneventful (since I am not allowed to tell you about most of the stuff).
Oh yeah, I did not game today... I don't feel like it. (But totally will tomorrow)

Also... I had to admire that my muscles have grown quite a lot even though I am training only for 1,5 weeks!
It's amazing (well I am not all muscles with six pack and stuff... but they just grew a lot :) )

Anyways, that's all for today,
See ya :)

First day at "old-people-care"

So,
You pretty much read the title.
Even though I worked 10 hours they didn't even feel like 3 at my old job!

But old people can be confusing (I am not allowed to go into the details, but I think you know what I mean). At least all of them are nice to me. They like being watched after by me and they enjoy my company.

I'd rather go study of course but a free year is good too.
The schedule is nice too... so tomorrow and thursday i will work and then have 4 free days (still in the end, i work 40 hours a week).

Anyways, we'll see how this will work out!
God bless you,
See ya :)

Sunday = Church day

Sooo,

today was sunday... the day which belongs to god, so I don't train or work. I went to church as always :)

Today's topic was about what someone has to do or what could motivate one to get holy (resulting from the bible verse: Be holy, because I am holy).

Now one has to know is, that we cannot achieve complete Holiness (my vocabulary is leaving me hanging here). But using that for an excuse to do whatever someone likes is wrong! We have to give it our best, 24/7 365 days a year (and every 4th year it's a day more we have to give it our best :D).

You get the idea.... If you are aiming for perfection, using your inperfection as an excuse is just pathetic.... But that is what many christians do. I do it too sometimes (watch out, a hypocrite!). But I give it my best.... I know that I am weak, but instead of using it as an excuse I am ashamed.... IT IS TO BE ASHAMED OF....

The others are not the standard! God raised the standards to Jesus, who limited himself to a human form on earth, suffered and still never sinned....
One day, he is going to ask you and me, why we sinned so much. - "Everyone else did too!" - "Everyone else goes to hell too!"

Hurts, right?

But he said (it's written in the Bible) accepting his Love, his gift of eternal life (really accepting it) and actually make God your god (not you beeing your god!) and master, then you neither can be the same person anymore, nor will you go to hell...

Well, that's enough for today,
See ya :)

Hard working Afro :/

You know,
I am employed since July 1st until tomorrow.
Yet this week (starting off from exactly Monday) my workspot has been changed...
And right now I have to work really hard every freaking day.
It's backbraking!!! But it fits my training program :D

Yes, I started training since last week (but I usually say, I started off from Monday because then I started to take it seriously). Right now, I train for half an hour a day only since my job (moulder) is very demanding. The training is finishing me off... after that, I am good for nothing....
Usually after that, I would drink my protein-shake and take a long and hot shower.... And then game :D

Right now, I am downloading Burnout Paradise: The Ultimate Box (another one of the Humble Bundle Games).
I don't know if the new HB - Games are any good... but for now I sure have enough games....

Between, if someone of you wants my Sims3 origin codes (including 2 extra codes for ingame conctent) here they are:

Sims 3:                     3433-BSMP-F8BY-DT6C-Z6UX
High End Loft Stuff:  GDGG-6GP5-NX2H-VTEH-854T
Late Night:               3HLL-GZ2M-BFLD-RT9K-QFYP

Go nuts :)
I don't really like Sims (it's not really the kind of stuff I am into).

If it didn't work for you dear reader, you might be too late ;) but nice try :D

Well anyhow, I'ma do some training and eat something, I sure am hungry,

See ya

Back, Internet down

Hei guys,
I am so terribly sorry.
Just after I came back my Internet went down.
But I was okay because I was able to download a few games from my Humble Bundle before this happened ;)
The Humble Bundle was soooo freaking great but right now, they don't have those awesome games anymore (BF3, Crysis 2 max. edition, Mirrors Edge, Deadspace 1&3, Medal of Honor, Sims 3 with stuff)
It worked!! Even though I needed like another hour to get BF3 going.
BUT IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT!
Oh yeah, I played the whole Campaing! And Dima kills himself in the end! (EAT DEM SPOILERS, if you haven't played the game yet).

Gonna play a normal Game in LoL b4 going to work (2 days to go, PRAISE THE LORD!)

Well, see ya then :)

Time passes fast :)

Hey guys, I am back once again after a long time....

Guess what!
I graduated with Honors which makes my parents INCREDIBLY PROUD.
And I went to work instead to enjoy my days....
Well almost, you know, I work in 4 shifts (6 afternoons, sunday free, 6 mornings, 4 nights, 7 days off, 3 nights, sunday free)
So in the first free week I drived a Kart down a hill with some friends and it wasn't quite safe... I kind of had to brake with my feet soooo... yeah, i still did it and broke my toes (ouch).
Anyways, i stayed at home for 3 weeks! In a total of 9 weeks, I worked 5 and still get payed all! (2 free weeks and 2 weeks where I should have worked, but couldn't).

I still have to work 1,5 weeks.... AND THEN ....

.... then I will work at the elders-care for 9months (ouch!)
It's the only thing you can do besides the army (6 months) in Austria. Not that I wouldn't like the army.... but the austrian army is just ridiculous! It's just a waste of time doing nothing important just being far away from how. But like this, I will be at home like I was in school. And that's ok with me.

Oh yeah, I wante to show you this:

Humble Bundle

GET IT!! I got it too! You get such awesome games and all that money goes to charity which is really great!
And it's no scam!It actually works (I don't earn a cent from that).
Here is proof (me downloading BF3 from Origin which still costs over 40$)

Obviously I just made the account. But please, don't be a bad of douche and just give the amount needed for BF3.... I mean it's charity >.>

Well, that's it for today, see ya!

Crazy Fridays and little pests

Yesterday I went to youth group again.
First I went to get Steff, yet her sister, Bea, and brother in law, Bobby, were there too (hadn't seen them for quite a while). I was really happy to see them, yet they were comming to youth group too and I could have stayed longer at home. But on the other side I saved some gas by going with them.

So we get to youth group, everything goes fine and then we go to Burger King since hunger overcomes many of us. Went with Andrew (he plays Dota!! I wanna play that again!).
And then I went back to Steff (Jessi drove) where my car was. So one could think that it's quite nice to drive back with 2 girls.... WRONG! They were singing along to crappy song from the radio as wrong and loud as they could while I was dieing at the back....
Funny, at Burger King it kind of slipped out that I like tiring girls...which is actually right.... but I also hate it when someone tries to kill my ears (because I need my ears!).

And today we went to visit my mum, who is undergoing treatment (she worked an awful lot the last years and had to live with a lot of pain... she finally couldn't take it anymore and decided to cure it). She will be there for 3 weeks, 1 has passed. My brother, who had to show that he is a little pest, wanted to go to a pirated themed pool (Aquapulco) though he cannot swim. I wanted to go to a wellness resort... but no, we do what my brother wants... and there go 40€ down the drain, where ALL OF US were bored! Neither me, my father, my mother or my brother liked it there.....
I was so mad... but I didn't let it show... I took it like a christian.... Yet I will never ever go swimming with my brother again. That has been a lesson for me!

It was a pool, with pirate stuff and waves.... But the pull was filled with kids... FILLED WITH KIDS! It was noisy, the water was full of chlorine (my skin started to hurt) which was a sign of how many of that kids took a pee in the pool instead of the WC which was nearby!
And after only 3 hours there (about 1 spent at the whirpool) we went away... because seriously, it was boring! (and did I mention, that my brother cannot swim?)

Even before we got to the pool we wanted to buy flowers for my mum, yet my brother wanted to buy tons of unhealthy stuff he would like to eat... I don't know how and where he got it but he is an egoist.... actually the biggest egoist I know... Don't get me wrong, I still love him... but he is!

Maybe if I pray, god will change him.....
At least I hope it... See you

Hei, uhhmm...

Well, yes.
I wasn't here the last 3 days...
Why you ask? Because I just didn't feel like writing (it's just as easy as that!)!

The last days were uneventful.  I went to school, I actually started learning, I uploaded that Trine video and will probably upload another one tomorrow!
And learn even more!

Here is the link to the video:
Let's Play Trine-Part 1

God Bless you, see you!

It's raining!!

Today it rained sooo much... we couldn't even go to church (the streets were closed).
So we discussed a few verses at home. One part was the verses I had at youth group, another was Matthew chapter 4 and the last part was about Satan (who he is, why he is like he is and what he used to be. Most of it is in Apocalypse).

I don't really want to talk more about what conclusions we drew, since it would take me too long and for some reason I am really tired....

Also, I did my video today, but I didn't upload it....
What, it will be fine, I am home tomorrow all day long... and since from tomorrow on I have only 2  weeks till the date of my oral exams, I can upload the vids while learning (as I will not use the PC).
Trust me, I'm an engineer!

So see you!

Friday was a good day

I didn't post anything yesterday... I know, screw me right?
I promised it, yet I couldn't keep it... God shall forgive me.

Friday was pretty cool. The morning went by pretty fast (maybe because I woke up at 11:30? But that is just a wild guess). And at 16:00 I had to drive to youth group. (Because I had to be 1hour early for the mechanic to do some car repairs)

Once I was there, he said: "Gimme the keys and now take my car and drive to youth group." At first I thought he was making fun of me but he was not, so I took his car went to youth group.
I had a great time there, the topic was "The correct and right belief" and our Verse was from Mose1 chapter 22. We saw the probably hardest trial in Abrahams life and how he passed it and tried to see how we could apply this in our lives.

Then our group leader gave us a good question: "Would you still be a christian if god wouldn't offer us a reward?". I felt the urge to answere that by saying: "Would god stop existing if there was no reward? He still loves, helps and made us, so how could I not follow him. Besides, if we read the Apocalypse we get a glimpse of what we will do in heaven, which is praising the Lord".
Of course God does not need our praises.... But he gave us the decision if we want to praise him or not and that is why I am willing to praise him! *Praise the Lord, God Almighty!*

Ok and afterwards we ate Pizza because Andrei had his birthday recently (he is my age) and bought some at Pizza Baron. Suddenly he had my keys in his hands.... Looking out of the window, I saw that my car was back.

I feel kind of sorry, that I did not get the chance to talk to the guy... but I will tomorrow, at church (+ my mum is baking them cakes since they didn't take any money yet and I will also have to ask him what he wants me to draw on CAD for him)

And today I did nothing (just gaming).
Tomorrow I will upload a Trine video... it will be really crappy... but I have no other vids done! So it will be Trine (and I will have to finish that game!)

So see you!

Visiting Bodo, still uneventful

Today I visited Bodo... he wrote me at 11 AM... he woke me up....
And since I was pretty much ok today, I went there (Bodo is the guy I did that shopping-challenge with) and watched movies. 2 Switzer friends of his were there too.

After the 2 movies and some Adventure Time episodes I went home. And gamed.... that's all I did today....
So see you!

Illness taking it's toll

Sorry guys, I couldn't post yesterday...
My sickness was taking it's toll... I was in bed, holding my cramping stomach until I suddenly fell asleep.
Today I was a lot better. I actually spent a lot of time not sitting on the toilett...
Which feels great...

Thought today was a bad day still...
First of all... I forgot the splitter (for the router) which I wanted to change at the shop at home again. Then I came to school, I did my presentation but people were asking stupid question and weren't able to understand the specific topic.... And I found out I got a B on my final exam in Maths and Mechanics, which is good on the one hand, because I thought it was worse (I had a really bad time!)... and bad on the other because I WANT AN A.... And then a mate told me that I got a B on English too.... he is not sure, yet if it is right... I would be mad.... Because I always get A's on my english tests, so why not on the exam too?? And then my brother was really slow today... mentally and physicly... I was just wondering what happened?? Did he fall asleep all the time, or was he never awake? And then something on my car did not work... and it made a funny noise... Then I saddened my father....

But in the end, I found a solution for the car problem, which I can totally live with, I am recovering from my illness and I had a really pleasing game in LoL.
And the book Apocalypse (from the Bible of course) is just amazing in my opinion! Hard to understand but amazing! Read it!

See you tomorrow (hopefully)!

Sickness :(

So last night I didn't get any sleep....
I was tired, but I had... -let's call it problems with my stomach- .... and spent the night at the toilett.
Still I decided to go to school today and it didn't get too much better.
I even had only 2 hours of school, so I had to wait for like 2 hours for the next train.

Bad luck me!

It's not even really school. It's more like hours you can voluntarily take for the final oral exam. And it's going good so far...

So after coming home, I felt really sick... I wouldn't want to eat, I had to go even more to the toilett, and my face was really hot, while hand and feet were more like ice.... ( I guess fever??)
I fell asleep for a few hours the "fever" was gone. The stomach problems are still here, but I ate and I hope that I will be better for tomorrow.... Because I am still going to school... actually even driving!

Pray for me guys. And if you know what kind of illness I have, please comment it.
Without knowing it, I don't really know how to treat it. For now eating quark and drinking tea and "Swedish Bitter" helped me through the day, yet I am not sure if this will be enough!

See you :)

Loss of motivation

Except for going to church I did pretty much nothing... I gamed for like 2 hours and the rest of the time went by quite fastly again.

So do you guys know the feeling, when you don't shave for a week and then finally look in the mirror and go like: "Nah, that looks awful... I need to shave!" and afterwards feel horrible??
Well, I do... I mean it looks horrible on me, still without it I feel tons of confidence and feel more stressed out!
Also, did you know that beeing near women makes your beard grow faster??
But we are heading to the wrong topic!

Today and yesterday night I tried out Panzar.... IT'S GOOD! It's really great, no shit! You should try it too! The games are really short, so your still pretty flexible and it's not that addicting. Today playing 2 hours felt more than enough and I'm really into the game!

Oh yeah, concerning Shaiya, I am trying a way to make ingame money there... I wonder if that sells for cash?  If I would succeed that would be awesome! Maybe I could make 10 easy Euros and start placing bets on bwin! For funsies of course... not really interesting in betting. And Money is not the most important thing, you know! I am just curious.

And I mean, if god gives me money, than I am glad. And I give at least 10% back as donation every month (to local church! baptists donate only!)

Oh yeah, today's topic was in Moses 1 Chapter 19. It was about, how Lot chose where to go, how high he got there and when angels knocked at his door and told him to leave all that behind, he wanted to compromize (trading bad for lesser bad, yet that is not the path god wants us to choose!). Even while beeing saved, Lot tried to stay near Sodom, in a little town called Zoar. Yet it wasn't enough for Lot and then he finally went to the hills where god wanted him to go in the first place.
Lot got too much involved into his position and he glued his heart to things that were important.

Someone might say that I am glueing my heart to Games! They might be right, but I don't think so. But I had days where I played a lot less and they will come soon again. I never stayed home for playing games, or when my mum asked me for something, I left the game and helped her. Sometimes I procrastinate from time to time but thanks to god, I am a good student! I've got lot's of A's (not Aced... because I am just too lazy for that.... but laziness is something else). And of course, when I find a good book, I'd rather read than game.

Well that's enough for today,
See you tomorrow :)

Waking up early, learning and gaming

So today I learned and gamed.
This means I gamed.... actually not only that.... I have no idea how I passed so much time!
I really need to start managing my time again!

In the morning I gamed! I made a Priest in Shaiya (tanky one) and lvl to 18 today. (19 and 18 were my tanks yesterday). And played 1 ARAM in LoL... That was all I did for gaming today....

Wow... I am missing a few hours!

I am also downloading Panzar and depending on the system recources it requires I might take a video again :D! If you'r interested... google it... Just too lazy to look at the website! Just kidding :http://www.panzar.com/

Tomorrow I will go to church! I am very happy about it. I actually wanted to go to youth group yesterday (I want that every friday but with the exams and the car not working... I couldn't) but the car isn't quite set yet. Dad and I will finish it on Monday.
That's it for today! God bless you!

See you tomorrow!

Shaiya

So today I went to school.... nothing important at all, just relaxing!

And then I played Shaiya.... Trained HM to 15, PvP is empty... Trained UM to 18, died because of stupid Team. Trained UM to 19, died because of stupid team again! I am sooo pissed right now.... But hey... that's life. I got lot's of stuff on him, yet I am not sure if I want him back. I wrote a ticket. If I get him back for free, it's cool, if not, it's not that cool.... he had quite a lot of stuff... but hey... most is on the bank ;).

In the end... I sinned too much again... Time waste is a sin, yes!
I need to manage my time better... Well guys, see you soon.

Early writings

So today I am writing a little earlier than usual.
But it's still 21:38.
I am going to school tomorrow and today I did literally nothing (except gaming and things I need to do to live!).

I will update my Neobux - Blog now.
And then I will learn a bit... because I have to.

Yesterday the pain in my abs were too great to let me train. So today I want to train. I am thinking of doing that too.

Oh yeah, I will play Shaiya again :) But no vid coming out soon....
And thats pretty much it.
God bless you, See ya ;)